Roxy the Traveling Dog’s Final Journey
Roxy the Traveling Dog’s Final Journey
There is just not enough years to spend with a special little soul like Roxy.
December 25th, 2004 – October 16th, 2020
I started this blog in January 2011 under the name Roxy the Traveling Dog. And she was quite the little traveler. She went a lot of places, and had a lot of fun. Her favorite thing ever was meeting new people, or seeing old friends. She was quite the people person, or dog. She touched so many people, some who never met her. Because of the blog, she became a little bit of a celebrity and it was always crazy when people would approach us and recognize her.
We knew this past summer would be her last. For the past year the dementia really worsened, and her little body was losing it’s strength. Our mighty little girl who could hike for miles, and miles, was now just able to walk tiny distances. I’m glad we didn’t have art shows this summer, and were able to take her on a 6 state adventure. Oregon was by far her favorite, because she loved running on the beach. Yes running. One evening we could hardly keep up with her.
Her favorite thing the last few years was riding in her backpack, as we walked or hiked different places. She could watch, and experience the world from this great vantage point.
Last week we spent 4 days with the wild horses in Utah. We knew then that we were going to have to make the dreaded decision soon. She was getting increasingly confused, and weaker. But, she still wanted to eat and seemed content to just curl up in her bed and sleep.
The night we got back, Thursday, she took a turn for the worse. She started with diarrhea in the middle of the night, and the next morning I couldn’t get her to eat anything. Which for her was huge because food had become such an obsession for her with the dementia. I called the vet, and got an appointment for that afternoon. We were wrecked. We spent all that day snuggling her, and telling her how loved she is.
Al built her a beautiful pine box, lined with some pretty wool fabric we had. How he did that through his tears I’m not sure. He said it was one of the hardest things he’s done. We brought her home, dressed her in her rendezvous capote, and tucked her in one final time. We put a shell from the Oregon beach in with her, and some feathers to help her fly free from the confusion and pain. Saturday Morning we drove back out to the wild horses. We had a general idea of where to take her, but waited for her tell us where exactly she wanted to be. We hiked up a hill, and found a spot.
If you’ve been following the blog for a while, you know I collect heart rocks. As we started hiking, I found this huge, perfect heart rock. It’s my Roxy Rock, because I know she led me right to it. Her heart was so big, and this was her final gift to us.
The heart rock that is on her grave we found too, as well as a small one that Al will carry in his pocket.
Torrey said her good byes when we brought her back from the vet. She definitely knew something was wrong all that day.
About 45 minutes after we had walked down off the hillside, a large group of wild horses came running in.
I know they will watch over her.
And finally, just some random photos from the past, to celebrate how special she was. We miss her, and will miss her forever.
Oh Mary. I am crying as I write this. What a beautiful, heartfelt tribute to a mighty dog of great heart.
Thank you for sharing Roxy’s indomitable spirit and loving ways with us.
Much love and healing light.
My eyes are glassy, so forgive any mistakes I leave behind in my comment.
Mary, Al and Torrey, I have enjoyed watching Roxy as I have been following you for years; I will continue to see where this amazing life’s journey will take you as you will be shaped by this loss.How amazing is that heart Mary, that Roxy led you to. I believe.I truly believe that LOVE is a force that touches us through each other, human or nature. I’m heartbroken for you but now, she is a part of that place you love so much.
A little dog with a big heart, Sleep Gently Roxy β€
Mary – my thoughts are with you, Al, and Torrey. I’m one of those who never met Roxy in person but who thought the world of her. I like to imagine she’s running pain free on a beach waiting to rejoin you. Take care of yourself.
Your photos made me laugh, and they made me cry! Before I knew you, I knew Roxy. Because our other Mary used to share your blog posts about Roxy. She truly was famous. Iβm glad we got to see her in April. I love the way she would come looking for us when she came out of your rig. Larry and I have never been small dog people, but we definitely loved Roxy.
She did have a good summer, so keep remembering that as you grieve her. Love to all of you!
Oh, and that little puppy face, when she was little! I saw the heart rock right away. Amazing that you found three!
So glad I got to meet her. Hugs to you and Al and Torrey. β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
Oh dear sweet Roxy look at all the LOVE that you created and left wherever you traveled. We had the pleasure of a few in person visits but mostly watched you grow and transform from afar. Our hearts go out to your family as they will miss your physical presence and warmth the most. Holding each of you up in our hearts, thoughts and prayers.
β‘Love,
Lou&Cheryl
Sobbing here. Hugs and peace to you all. Rest easy beautiful Roxy β€
Oh, Mary. How deeply I feel for you, Al, and Torrey. I never met any of you, but through your blog, I feel I know you all. I fell in love with little Roxy, and with Torrey. Roxy is free of pain now; and though she’s not with you physically, her sweet spirit will always be with you.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending hugs β€
Dogs’ lives are too short. Their only fault, really.
~Agnes Sligh Turnbull
My heart goes out to you guys! oxox
Damn. Now you made my keyboard wet.
Fly free, Roxy.
What a beautiful tribute. Holding you all in my heart.
Beautiful post for a truly beautiful soul. No more words…just tears.
She was such a sweet little soul! (and spunky even in her old age – she gave Al a run for his money there!). My heart is with all of you, I know just how much she will be missed.
I’m so glad I got to meet her at BlogPaws. She was such a tiny, sweet pup. You have her a fantastic life that most dogs would not even dream of living. Even her final resting place is so very special. It is heartbreaking to lose such a precious family member. I’m thinking of you.
It was hard to click the ‘like’ button because this is so sad. But I had to click it because the images of her made me smile. Especially the one of her by the river being so ZEN… I’m so so sorry she had to go on to her next adventure. What a fabulous girl, and what a lucky girl at that to travel with you. She will be watching you as you keep exploring, always with you no matter where you go. Huge hugs, I know she was just a little girl but she will leave you with big holes in your hearts.
I am so very sorry… itβs so sad to say goodbye to our family. Your beautiful pictures and how the horses came in… surely tell you that she will be looked over forever! I have tears writing this… sending lots of hugs to you both.
She will always be carried on your heart path, where ever you may go. She completed your traveling family bonded forever. To me she will always be “Sassie little Roxey” with a wanderlous soul and paws.
Mary this was a beautiful and most touching post. I always enjoyed seeing Roxy on your blog, she touched so many of us. My heart is breaking along with yours. The heart you found was just perfect. Sending my deepest sympathy to all of you.
What a sweet sweet girl. Rest in peace, sweet Roxy, you made your family and many other people so very happy. Sending hugs.
Beautiful tribute to Roxy. So sorry for your loss.
Roxy was a beautiful, sweet girl who will furever be your traveling companion!!! My heart hurts for you!!! Rest easy now, sweet Roxy girl!!! ππΎππΎπ
What a beautiful tribute for a beautiful soul. Iβm so glad I got to meet you, Roxy.